i dunoe wad m i doing.. sometime i thot so much but actually nth in the end.. like is i imagine things out of the blue.. hmm like i think his msn nick does not mean (me) but den i thot is mi den i kapo go fb put byby old love bla bla bla.. dunoe is it he read n dun call mi le (though the day he wrote, he did call mi but i din ans coz i slp le) den now i worried, or say i m curious y he din reply to my sms or call mi though i noe ( he may not even care mi or the person he mention in his msn nick is not me..)

why am i always thinking all these?!

haiz.. anyway... i noe i shouldnt b thinking, writing for this 2 wks.. exam in 1 wk!! i mus go U.. no matter wad.. dun think is cfm can go de..i still worry my grade wasnt gd to go in..even i go..i wasnt up to the standard..ahhh..i still haven learn.. i mus buck uP!!

CHEN MIN!! ---->> JIA YOU!!! ALOT OF STAMinA to run this Long distant leh!! dun giv up and musnt sLACK!!!!!

stop thinking of him since u say is over..mean it's, ya???

dun let him interupt ur life ANYMORE!!!

OK i promise myself i wun tink, i mus buck up, i mus live meaningful!!!!!!! =) jia you AH min!

sometimes it is so hard to say i can forget everything... den i realise is not abt forgetting but nt thinking abt it anymore...

y do u miss tt person ? coz tt person had went missing (bu jian le).
sometimes, u miss the person not becux of (si nian) but jus a habit.
so dun mixed up.

since he's free but din call u, wad for u call him?
is unnecessary n also nth to talk. stop wasting ur time thinking y he din call or y u should call.
no pt talking to a person who u hav already broke up.
n also u dun like him as a friend anymore...

concepts b4 n after (stage of bgf n frens): is somehow different.

• boy-gal fren: can say anything but sometime u may hide ur true feeling coz u onli wan show ur gd side.
• friends: can say --> anything n no nid to hide true feelings. --> which somehow confess his own bad habit which previously had concealed during a r/s.

afterall, is hard to be friends at the lst place after a breakup.

life is like tt.
dun ask y.
hav to accept by crook or by hook.
so think so much also hav to accept.
so no nid to think.

time to go. slp or study? both start with "S". hate the alphabet "S".

sian. "s" again.

anyway, life still continues... y dun let it continue happily?

smile min, at least S stands for "smiley", "simple", "sincere" n "sweeet"...

b happy min! :D let life takes u to where it should b .. like the balloon in movie "Up".. somehow, it will take to the place u would like to b in the end, of coz it wun b so easy, there'll b obstacles for u to pass! :)

Jia yOU! :D U can dO IT DE! :D

aim: will stop myself frm writing n thinking (abt him) for this 2 wks at least!